I just put on my dress clothes since I'll be spending most of my day at a wedding. Shoes with the entire foot covered have now been placed on my feet. By the end of today, my feet will hurt and be rebelling against being covered. Mostly, though, I'm going to miss my sloven style that I adore. Huge, baggy clothes that are typically stained by my two year old and tshirts with holes starting from wearing them so much. I never have placed much value on my fashion, but it's probably because I've struggled with my weight for so long I pretty much feel I will always look like crap no matter what I wear. Yeah, I know. Self-esteem issues galore, but this area is the main one that has never left me since middle school. I have goals always, to lose weight so I can actually conquer this once and for all, but so far the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. And how I went from wearing shoes for the first time in awhile to this sorely sad and awkward topic, I will never know. My brain is quite random 99% of the time. Anyway, I will try to avoid getting boogers on my burgandy shirt and navy pants since I still have about 30 mins with my kids and dogs. Oh crap. Forgot about the dogs and the issues they bring with navy and burgandy.....
Family update: Say prayers for the Little Princess who started with boogers a week ago and then it got better and now it's worse again and I start school and can't miss the first day for sure, much less the first week. I guess I could if she was sick enough, but we're kind of in limbo stage of sick but not so sick yet sick enough. So, pray she just gets healed and we'll have answers then.
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