Trying to decide....

Do I continue blogging or do I invest in a personal journal that I can write in for my girls to have when they're older and can understand their psychotic mother a little better after the therapy sessions?

PRO's of blogging.....

• I get to write again which I had earlier in life chosen as my future career.  
• I pretend I'm being heard by many or at least by those who choose to read.  It's a rarity when you're single and when your children are small. There isn't much adult conversation to be had at home really. 
• It can be cathartic. 

CON's of blogging.....

• Potential to be misinterpreted, but hey, isn't that pretty much how life goes anyway?
• It's all out there because I'm one who is either all in or all out and I don't like to feel censored, but also don't like to feel like maybe I've said too much.  Hmmmm.
• This blog won't really matter in the long run---it's not anything that will get published or will benefit anyone's life in the future, so maybe I should focus on doing something for the girls?  Although the few minutes it takes for me to type up my posts would be minimal in actually producing anything too valuable, except my words, which in the long run and at the end, may actually be valuable to someone. 

Then I've thought that my blog might need focus.  

• Is it about my family or me?  
• Is it spiritually based with all the questions I deal with there or is it based on being single and working or being a mom to adoptive children or what hat is it that I'm going to wear on here?  Or can I not choose simply because my hats are pretty much sewn on my head at this point and not easily removed. 
• Is it merely a venting post? (or a place to puke my thoughts out?) 

Guess it's not a major life-changing decision by no means, but obviously one that I'll mull around until I figure it out.  Stay tuned or give input if you so desire.